Fri night dinner with the girls at Kiseki wasn't really fantastic. the food was only normal, and the rain dampened my mood after being scolded by customer for 2 hours. who is expected to OT on Friday night! but it was kinda fun to wrap up the night walking to PS for a lame movie that kept us laughing. =) it's always after long periods of time that we meet, but we're still almost the same lame people i remembered.
due to sleeping at 3am on sat morning, i knew i was gonna be late for 10am meeting at changi village. yet i ended up being the 3rd earliest at 1030. hahaha after a heavy brunch, we took a boat to ubin - not been there for years!!! 12 people, just nice one boat. of which i know 6, the rest 5 were new friends that are hong's and sharon's colleagues.
see contour lines on the map i wanna faint. cycle=tired, push bike also tired. go up slope=shag, speed down slope=scary. in other words, a very fun day! hahaha
had dinner with lala at tm cos it was too early and we were still too full when they ate at changi v. my theme song was playing on 933 when i walked home, but there were no tears that will anymore accompany the emo-ness. i am happy single.
there are some guys who are emo kia who are afraid of being lonely. so they invariably want girlfriends who can become their everything. meet 7 days a week, preferably spend every available moment together. and in the past i got myself unhappy, because i compromised, without realising i would never be able to live a life like that.
i need a guy who has his own life, with his friends and family, ambitions and things he wanna do alone. he will be ok if i don't message him, cause he would trust me and know that love is about giving each other time and no pressure. he will try to know my friends, love my parents because they are dear to me, and have known me longer than he has. he will always have me on his mind before making any choices that affect him and ultimately me. he and i will be good friends who can talk about everything honestly and truthfully, but also know when to shut up so i can be left in peace.
but i also know i'm not yet the woman who is understanding and attentive. not yet willing to give without asking for any returns. still yearning for freedom and wanting to be selfish sometimes.
so right now, single is good. =)
(photos up another day)